I had an appointment with my doctor on Tuesday.
I was under the impression that I was going to be standing on both of my feet for the first time in four months, when I got there.
My first appointment with my physical therapist is Monday.
I am actually looking forward to it.
I know I am going to be fatigued again, like I was the first couple of months after my surgery.
I know I am going to be dealing with pain again, but not as bad as after my surgery.
And I welcome it.
It's times like this when the phrase, "No pain, no gain", becomes very clear and comes in quite handy.
FOCUSING ON ME
This whole healing sabbatical from life...
This shaking up of my world...
This detour from the path I was walking...
It has been eye opening.
It has been challenging.
It has been a gift.
I will be allowed to return to work just as the school year ends.
I find this the most interesting piece of this new direction.
There is a part of me that can not believe that I am supposed to be this far from the norms of society.
Am I supposed to move forward and find a better day job?
Or am I supposed to stay the course and really try to make ALL THIS in my cyber world finally mean more than just my balance, hobby, escape?
Is it time to step up and really embrace this as a business?
Nothing else to do but surrender, be here, now, and allow the path to unfold.